I wanted you to know I am broken for u are gone from my life. My heart hurts from the pain you left inside. I am bleeding but u can’t see my blood it nothing but some feelings that are seeping from my heart. My soul aches from the memories that are left behind in my mind. I want the pain to stop the only way I can make it stop is if I turn my self on this blade I hold in my hands. The pain has affected my mind so bad that the moments that slip away seem to take forever. Should I just act like I am unaffected and let this ruse live on. Or should I take this blade and push it into my self for the last breath of life I will have your name on my lips as the blade falls from my hands. No I let the blade fall from my hands and cry for you’re always in my mind and my heart but I know this world will never be what I thought it would be. So I try and stay alive and hope this sadness does not make that blade the blade of sadness slip into my body and destroy my heart but for it has already touched it but something’s are never to late to change.
xXVampire_RoseXx · Sun Apr 27, 2008 @ 02:06am · 1 Comments |