even in a time of happyness, something in me is just screaming in the back of my mind. I hold it back and push it away, but one day i fear it will surface. And when it does I have to wonder how bad it will be. Is it simply going to be flipping out and screaming my head off. Or is it going to end in blood, from one or both partys. In the end all i know is that it won't be good. But then again mabe it will never surface, but in the end there is no controle over that all i can do is try and deal best i can
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