Ok if you don't know i'm in love with a guy who moved and he dated 2 of my best friends and I can't date him cuz he doesn't even like me as a friend a nd you don't date your friends exs. ( life sucks ) I cry when ever I think of him and I just want that to end but it wont since I met him I loved him and if I never got over him in these years than I wont ever be able to get over him. He's the reason I cut my self last year and this year but this year it was worse But I told everybody it was cuz two guys in my classes cuz i didn't want anybody to know who I loved and cuz of that Kayla Kesterson thinks I want my friend Jocab Timm. I won't even let any body touch my left wrist and hand cuz he was the last person to touch me there. Well like I said I want it to end and the only way that's gonna happen is when my life end forever. I said I would live my life to the fullest that I can until I see him agian. I also said that I won't date anybody till I date him which thats never going to happen.
Well i'm crying now but i'll give you a poem.
Love reckons by itself alone by Emily Dickinson
Love reckonsby itself alone, " As large as I " relate the Sun To one who never felt it blaze, Itself is all the like has.
BYE
Please help me get what I want on my wishlist. It would mean a lot to me. I promise you if you help me get what I want, I'll repay you somehow. Thanks. ^^
Sexy Emo Dragon · Sat Mar 08, 2008 @ 06:35pm · 1 Comments |