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My life so far
i want to end my love suffering
Ok if you don't know i'm in love with a guy who moved and he dated 2 of my best friends and I can't date him cuz he doesn't even like me as a friend a nd you don't
date your friends exs. ( life sucks )
I cry when ever I think of him and I just want that to end but it wont since I met
him I loved him and if I never got over him in these years than I wont ever be able
to get over him.
He's the reason I cut my self last year and this year but this year it was worse
But I told everybody it was cuz two guys in my classes cuz i didn't want anybody
to know who I loved and cuz of that Kayla Kesterson thinks I want my friend
Jocab Timm.
I won't even let any body touch my left wrist and hand cuz he was the last person
to touch me there.
Well like I said I want it to end and the only way that's gonna happen is when my
life end forever.
I said I would live my life to the fullest that I can until I see him agian.
I also said that I won't date anybody till I date him which thats never going to happen.

Well i'm crying now but i'll give you a poem.

Love reckons by itself alone by Emily Dickinson

Love reckonsby itself alone,
" As large as I " relate the Sun
To one who never felt it blaze,
Itself is all the like has.















BYE

Please help me get what I want on my wishlist.
It would mean a lot to me.
I promise you if you help me get what I want, I'll repay you somehow.
Thanks. ^^

Sexy Emo Dragon
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  • User Comments: [1]
    adrencrow
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    Sun Mar 09, 2008 @ 02:36am


    thats so sad i am sorry to hear that... i have more that i want to say but the words are elluding me at the moment sorry


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