I had more thoughts in my head that prevented me from going to sleep last night for a long time, so I'm going to post them here so they don't stick in my head for much longer. Sometimes when my friend got to talking about how I'll want to be sleeping with Chase, I want to ...not scream at her necassarily, but I'll want to just say this stuff to her. But before I begin you the reader should know, she's got Von Willanbrand's disease, so if you don't know what that is, you should probably read about by clicking here
This is what I want to say to her if I should ever explode at her:
"I don't WANT to sleep with him. You obviously don't get me in this issue because you don't HAVE what I do, you don't even take freaking medicine for your own disorder. You don't NEED to take medicine for your own problem. You were only taking birth control to begin with because your dermatoligist wanted you. Unless there's the off chance that you DO decide to have kids with your husband one day, I don't think you're ever going to have a problem with your disorder, because your doctor thought you were going to bleed more during your first sex encounter and THAT didn't happen from what you've told me D<
So don't act all high and mighty on that high horse like you know what will happen if I have sex, an epileptic who's seizures are caused by hormones. Pregnant women are hormonal all the time; what if on the off chance I got pregnant from a sexual encounter and I was like that and couldn't sleep one night? I could be endangering not only myself but a kid too!
And don't even get me STARTED on STD's. A former friend of ours is now more of an acquaintance because of her frickin' downward spiral and she's got herpes now from that spiral. Some STD's require meds for the rest of your life. What if I got one of those? That'd probably screw up my seizure meds too D< I have a screwed up epileptic life already. I don't want a pre-marital sex one too"
....well, I feel a bit better now.
