© By: Freda H. Babinski
Through big glass doors, I watched the sun Give birth to one more day. My yard completely visible No objects in my way.
I sat there with my coffee cup Just staring at the view. I started making mental notes Of things I had to do.
So wrapped up in my daily thoughts I really didn't see. The beauty I was staring at God put in front of me.
This quiet time allowed my mind To organize the day. Then suddenly an awful noise Had taken them away.
Yes something hit the big glass doors So I looked all around. And then I saw this little bird Was laying on the ground.
I didn't know what I could do But still I had to try. Through tears I kneeled beside the bird And prayed it wouldn't die.
I picked it up and held it close To show the bird I cared. I talked and cried while petting it I didn't want it scared.
It laid so still inside my hand Yet watched each move I made. I prayed for it to fly away But in my hand it stayed.
The world had stopped right then and there For just the bird and me. And then the stare of death took place Of where life use to be.
I held it's body up to God And asked "Why did it die"? God didn't say a word to me As I yelled up at the sky.
Then raindrops started coming down I turned around to see. The glass doors that had killed the bird Reflected only me.
The guilt cut through me like a knife As I stared up at that door. I promised then I'd never let This happen anymore.
With trembling hands, I found a box And placed the bird inside. I whispered "Please forgive me, I'm So sorry that you died".
I ran inside and got some cloth And taped it to the door. As I kept saying to myself "I'm not worth dying for".
Then suddenly the rain had stopped The moment I was through. God seen it all and with his tears He showed me what to do.
It's my fault due to carelessness I should have been aware. If I had put distractions up The birds would know it's there.
It's our responsibility Or so the Scriptures say. For me, that grave will always be Reminding me each day.
That sayings true "We just can't see The forest through the trees". It took a little bird to bring This woman to her knees.
Then I asked God to do one thing That only he knew how. To tell my little feathered friend "I'll Not Forget You Now".
naibesmelaire2303 · Tue Dec 04, 2007 @ 12:43am · 1 Comments |