OK lots and lots more has happened since my last entry. Ok Me and Matt broke up again. Cept this time he dumped me. He said we were never alone and it got boring. But i dont understand how you can like be in love with someone one minute and dump them the next because ya'll havent seen each other in like a week. Makes no sense really. But despite everything hes put me through recently im still in love with him and i want him back soooo bad but i dunno. T-T *wheeps* Nothing ever ever ever works out right for me. This sucks. I just dont understand...But owell. Yay I have almost 36k right now. Not too sure whatta buy though so it kinda sucks I guess. I miss mandy and sara i wish i could see em. I miss Lambata too. Right now im at my dads so yay me I guess. Oh yea and i have abbs. *gasps* Im so cool xD But Im trying to lose a bit more weight so ive kinda stopped eating. Im like border line eating disorder or soemthing. xD Owell I guess. Ok im done typing now.
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