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Does it matter that I am seeing it backwards?
I have decided I no longer wish to write. Even if I do I will still post it here i suppose. Also is it so wrong that I see things differently then others? No, I believe it doesn't matter at all. But then again most people would find it odd and not want to befriend me. So either way I could care less. Which brings up a more important matter, I still do not know what I am to do after my schooling is over. I mean that i don't know what I am to do for college or what I want to be. I could care less what I do, i also don't really want anything any more because so far nothing can make me happy so why try something if I am not going to be happy. But I am just fine paid bout $9 an hour or so. So long as I can live nicely I don't really care what I do. Is that wrong? I have been called lazy and other things i do not wish to go on about. But I digress, in my life I want to be normal and have an average life. Marry when I am about thirty have some kids and when they grow-up have them able to take care of me and my partner. This is kinda a long one today, but its mostly pent up. It also seems as though every time I write or want to write they are all similar. Well I suppose that is about it. Thanks for reading see you later.
-Jarett
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