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The true me

It just so easy to write a love song
And its so easy 2 write about pain and emotions
But the hardest thing 2 write about is the true me
I keep so much in that I never write out or sing
But I can’t do it no more I have to let the true me out
I have to set my bottled up emotions free

I may seem happy but I’m not (I may never be)
You always come 2 me when you’re down and out
Well you’re not the only one hurting
I’m hurting to but u can’t see
Because you’re wound up in your own feeling

You say u want to die well I do to
You always want to run away
Well I always want to run father away then u
You say u can’t tale life
Well neither can I
You say you want to be like me because I have such a great life
But I don’t I don’t

I may seem happy but I’m not (I may never be)
You always come 2 me when you’re down and out
Well you’re not the only one hurting
I’m hurting to but u can’t see
Because you’re wound up in your own feeling

The truth about my life is all I hear r screams and stupid fights
Some ones always yelling
Hearing how stupid I am and how my songs r nothing but trash
And on top of it all dealing with your problems
If only you knew some nights I cry my self to sleep sneak out the house and scream out my locked up feelings
I want 2 take a knife and slit my wrist and bleed out my problems
Run away 2 some unknown place were I know no one can find me

I may seem happy but I’m not (I may never be)
You always come 2 me when you’re down and out
Well you’re not the only one hurting
I’m hurting to but u can’t see
Because you’re wound up in your own feeling



This is how I feel this is how I really am a broken teen who takes on everything
Even while knowing I’m about to break
Don’t pity me don’t try to help me just let me cry alone
I’m working threw my things
I’m not fine and I may never be but I want to try to have a smile with meaning
I may slit my wrist burry myself alive and even try to end my life
But I promise you I will be just fine
So let me cry alone
Let me drop my pain
Don’t try to help me or pity me at all
Treat me the same cause one day I’ll smile at you with meaning
Just let me deal with my pain on my own………in my own way