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I can't cheer everyone up. I can momentarily. But it's never lasting...no matter how hard I try.

Dramatic? Obvious? I know.

But think of what you try to or accomplish daily. I try to make people feel better, but the reality is that I can't. There's no way. Then they keep relying on you to do that but soon it wears on you...you don't know what to do. You can't help but think "Does this person even want to feel better?" or "Do they even appreciate my efforts?"

welcome to my life. An edited thought. The tip of the ice burg.

Tonight has not been fun.

edit: But you know what makes me feel better? Romantic Roleplays (not the dirty kind, mind you). Strange but I feel better...slightly. Thank you, Loli Kitsune for making a great Kam Kam.