I wish I was playing guitar ever since I was a kid. I regret not playing it back then. But now I heart it sooo much. I've been more calmer lately then ever, and I feel better about myself. I'm sooo calm right now it's like, that emptiness inside me, just went away. It's more then just playing, becuase you think it's cool, it's more like playing becuase you love it. It's awesome. It's helped me when I'm upset, to be calm and then I hear God speak to me, telling me where I went wrong in a certain situation. I would never have known that, until I started playing. USually I would get mad and would keep being mad until I felt like not being mad anymore. When I write songs, my anger dissapears. I don't take my anger out on anyone, but I cry in my room for a loooong time. But after I play my guitar, I don't cry anymore. So now when I'm mad, I go straight to my guitar. & I'm not easily frustrated either. I'm sooo happy I started playing my guitar. And it's amazing , cuase yeah, I was confused about my life for a long time and it's like, something about playing my guitar, calmed me down and I found something that means alot to me. And I can share my experiances and learn from them with others through my songs.
Christy
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