Hate. Such a strong, defining word. The hate for yourself. For others. Well, I'm not a very hateful person. I love people. I love myself. But today, (Excuse me for being extremely dramatic) I hate myself. The cause: A freakn' expensive retainer. why does this matter? I lost it once before, and I had to get a new one, I told/promised to myself I would not lose my new one. But I did it again. My mother is not helping either saying that If I spend my time on the computer ((TRYING TO CHEER MYSELF UP!!!! scream )) And if I don't look/find it I'll have to instead look for that THEN do my homework.
So in short, I don't always hate myself but today I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF. cry And I hate it that I hate myself.
 psychotic__Gal · Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 01:23am · 0 Comments |
