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	Naree's Musings and Other Nonsense All works are copyrighted to Naree, unless otherwise stated. Please respect my work and the works of others, DO NOT STEAL. What happens to people who steal? The Garglesnorf comes after them.

	I really want to cry right now
	I really want to cry right now


I don't know what it is...maybe I am in denial. Maybe I refuse to open my eyes up and see...but I don't want to be stuck where I am forever. But now, that we are actually trying to save money to move...every fricking possible thing goes wrong. My washer machine breaks. A tree is about to fall on my house. My baby (my car) breaks down and I have no idea why. I get turned down for this job I wanted. My van needs tires. Just so much expensive sht is piling up and I really want to cry. But I hate crying, I hate the way I feel after I cry. I hate all of it. Is it so wrong to get away from this frickin' hell hole and want I better life for my children? Is it so wrong to want to leave a stagnant pond? All I want to do is get to Florida or North Carolina-and it seems like no matter how hard I try, it's never going to happen. I am going to rot here. My inspiration and talent is going to go to waste and I am going to end up lying down and wasting away. I don't want that. I don't want to end up a small fish in a even smaller pond. There are so many ideas and dreams I have, so much talent that I need to embrace and nurture. My children start school soon...they don't need an education here...in Delaware. I just needed to rant and get that out. Writing helps alot, but I still want to cry. Naree* · Wed Apr 27, 2005 @ 05:07am · 0 Comments


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