'Kay so. =] I've been having this really weird dream.
About this guy I don't even recall seeing, But he's my ex who I dumped cos he cheated on me. He'd tell me he loved me still but I'd pay for breaking his heart. He was from years ago, but out of nowhere he kept coming to school.. Chasing the girls I knew, killing them and tagging them with his signiture. He pinned me to the wall with his knife/sword to my throat telling me that Me and lover boy is next. Before letting me go. But his men were always near me.
I thought I lost them when I drove off in a random car. I didnt hear from them for awhile..Until I was in bed with Paul, cuddling. Paul noticed the marks on my body, the burns then knife scars all the same design. [[[A JTA in fancy writing all joined.]]] He was gonna question me but.. Mick and j-me came in very pale saying someone was here. Him and his men walked in throwing them out. His men holding Paul. While he himself pinned me in the corner telling me he loved me and I'd thank him. He removed my shirt and did more burns and cuts for his signiture. Before telling me Paul was the same, he'd cheated on me and shown me CCTV footage. He forced Paul into confessing, while asking if he should kill him for me.
I woke up tired, crying, shaking and in pain where i'd been "marked"
Last night I went to sleep no marks, no worries, completely happy.
I'd been thrown back into the nightmare. Kidnapped.. He kept telling me Paul was dead if I love him that much I'd let JTA do anything. Which to him means death. So I agreed about to take his knife to my throat. While he was burning me my legs. My arms. But I saw a glimpse of Paul nearby. JTA still killed me. Pushed the knife into my throat choking me on my own blood.
I woke up at 4am, marks on my arms and legs that look like burn marks, My throat in pain in the same place it was stabbed. And yet again I was in tears.
Didn't go back to sleep. I dont ever want to..
[Nympho] Whore · Thu Jun 28, 2007 @ 10:26am · 0 Comments |