i hurt a guy i loved and its cus i rushed into a relationship too fast i cant say how much it hurts i cant even describe it but i wasnt ready for a new guy and i messed up now it hurts so much i cant stand it and while i care so much about him i felt so empty cus i rushed in................i want ppl to hate me and forgive me i feel so torn up inside even more so cus i love the old guy...........and i want to apologize soo much but im worried itll cause more pain..........i wish that if things go wrong i could go back to him but that would be selfish.........i told him that but it hurts soo much pls comment if u read this.........
Koboshi the Chaos Spirit Community Member 
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Hey, that would make a really good poem if you organized it correctly, you should give it a shot! I also heard you and Colby still had feelings for each other. Isn't love so fooling and troublesome, lol. Back to the main point what your words are saying is very beautiful.