• When I was small
    I swore to myself
    That I would never fall in love
    Not with anyone

    I succeeded
    But only for a short time
    Not years later,
    I met you.

    What is this fluttering of my heart when we meet?
    Why do I feel the need to be near you?
    To give you my everything?
    To make you happy, even if it means my discomfort?


    Loving you is a nightmare,
    But also a dream.
    Loving you hurts,
    But also heals.

    I'll never escape the embrace of your love
    That cradles me
    But contains me
    From the real world.

    I cannot live on with my head in the clouds
    Thinking of you every living moment.
    Why won't you leave my head?
    You're a drug, I'm addicted to you and I can't stop.

    Loving you is a life behind bars
    In a cell of clouds and comfort
    Loving you is a dead end
    On my life road

    I can't live on loving you
    I cant escape
    How much longer
    Till I go insane?

    You're filling my head
    Polluting my dreams
    I know I need to move on
    But you're so perfect.

    Your eyes, a gray mist that surrounds me.
    Your skin, a porcelain that looks so fragile
    Your lips, soft and gentle, so tempting
    Your heart, a sweet taste in my life of lies.

    When will I escape
    Your gentle heart?
    I want to leave
    But I can't stand hurting you

    So I give in
    And embrace you in my arms
    And hold you
    In my heart

    Loving you is a dream
    That has come true
    Loving you was something
    I'm glad happened to me.