• I didn't run to you and expect a kiss,
    But I do lay down at night knowing you are the one I miss,
    Never did I say I didn't have feelings for you,
    and never once did you say that you did,

    I saw the magnificent exposure of your colors,
    You were smart and I was ridiculous,
    You were beautiful and I was not,
    but you were shut and I was open...

    I saw the broken windows that connected feelings in your eyes,
    The demonic dust and webs that stay on the outside of your brain,
    I spotted so many signs that I once held on the outside like you,
    You thought you were a secret but I knew you.... some way some how. I knew you.

    As I traveled through conflicts and complications,
    Your mind so controlled by evil it would not let me in,
    To you I was an angel and you liked that....
    but your dark shadows would not give in to me,

    So I walked further and so far I couldn't look back,
    I knew what to do and I had the weapons to attack,
    My throat ran dry as I thirsted for your love,
    I got angry at the mirages that confused me,

    Those imaginary things I thought were real,
    but when I put my hands on the mirage figures,
    Reality quickly dissipated it right before me,
    and I clenched the ground with butchered feelings and emotions,

    My eyes were incapable of crying,
    Your darkness was consuming me,
    I was locking up the same way you were,
    Like I once did long ago...

    When I was about to turn around and give up,
    I suddenly remembered the hope that brought me here,
    The pure magic that dragged both feet across this dark wasteland,
    It was my heart that beat every beat in your name,

    I rose my angelic wings,
    and I flew across this long harsh road,
    tearing away everything that was of reality,
    and I made the most important wish I've ever made,

    That wish was the shining light that I held in my arms on April 20th,
    The same wish that I fell in love with not so long ago,
    A wish that I thought was impossible to ever be granted
    That wish was you.

    I hope that shining light will never dim,
    and that our connected paths will never turn against each other,
    Even though I cannot truly fix you,
    I will always be here as your angel that can defeat your darkness.