• Jealousy and paranoia damned me to hell.
    Words I spoke, just a simple show and tell.
    Anger and violence comes to my last choice.
    I begin to stand above the crowd, strong poise.
    The hate grows stronger, as my faith grows weaker.
    My eyes open through a love so meaker.
    God's to blame,
    For his never ending mind game.
    I used to be a strong faith Christian Boy
    Until I was over raged and with no more joy
    I can't bear life no longer, living so tired of this
    So many times I wish could enjoy her bliss
    Talk about a silence that's Awake and Alive.
    These stars, I do defy.
    Do you know what it's like to live in Hell?
    You do? Come join me as I have a story to tell.
    A story of despair and torture I see
    A tale of me when I cut till I bleed
    About a love I grew fonder that's waiting for me
    I sit to tell this story of how I was set free
    Only to be trapped into another game God's playing
    He pulled me into another verse of his saying
    Temptation had gotten the best of my head
    Banging it against the wall until I bled
    Jealousy over powered my emotions of achieving succesion.
    Filled with hate, violence, anger, pain, misery, agony, suicide and depression.
    I fell broken to my knees, but does it matter if I fell?
    I've already Damned Myself To Hell.