• where are you my protector?
    for a love so unconditional you sure arent there,
    as a daughter your love is full,
    a person...forget about it.

    You held me since i was little,
    you planned me from the start,
    you also left from the start,
    i didnt plan on that.

    Locked behind bars of deceit,
    i was never close,
    close to that block of ice you call a heart,
    how could you hurt me so?

    Are you my father?
    or the judge of character with a false smile?
    passing judgment around like cake,
    wanting to share with all.

    will you be my end?
    causing me scars of hurt,
    tears of neglect,
    thoughts of shame.

    The father i always had but never wanted,
    im on my own now,
    youre not there to catch me as i fall,
    where are you my father?