• In the Darkest days and brightest nights you find me,
    My world in a twilight haze, i lose control but dont see,
    All of my strengths, all of my virtues feebly fail,
    And I'm swept up in my darkness, an unholy gale,
    I am not myself, but my flaws, my sins given hold,
    Warring against my joy and love is pain, ever sad, malicious and cold,
    My bad decisions and my desires feed my inner demons.

    Everyone has a darker side, full of sadness, hate, and greed,
    That wants to plunder and kill, an unkillable dark seed,
    It will survive on your doubts, on your fantasies it will feed,
    If you don't guard your heart and think you may bleed, take heed,
    You must fight to foil your desires, this is my crusade and creed,
    If you manage this, theres is little else you you need.

    Sometimes, I can only see the bad, the good seems overcome,
    If your strengths aren't enough, your hopes vanish and you are numb,
    It doesn't matter how much people say otherwise,
    You will remember the past, and you can't distinguish truth from lies,
    But you must have an open mind, wisdom takes time,
    So work out, chill with family, write a rhyme,
    Distraction keeps people happy, leaving no room for your demons.

    I have so many things in my life I want to do,
    If I allow my problems to control me, nothing will be new,
    I'd always be afraid, hurt and enraged, and never have a clue,
    I don't want to live my life where every day I rue,
    I want to believe it when people say I love you,
    Because right nw I can't believe much to be true.

    I am filled with both good and bad, the demon and I,
    I want it all to go away, I want my demons to die.