• Dear Agony
    life still sucks. im still not suicidal. im still feeling nothing but anger hate and rage, even sadness. crying love sucks. she liikes someone else. she used to lik me, she even admited it. but nw she wants him not me. im nothing. never been anthing. never will be anything. my freinds whould disagre, but thats becuse they dont know the real me. they would hate the real me. i need to feel somthing besides agony. please god, let me have my other half of heart.
    i need it. everything i do is fake. fake smiles, fake lafter, fake happiness. but the one thing thats not fake is love. but its been crushed. now i just want to be alone, i dont want to drag others down into my pit of dispair. sad people alwas talkin about how life is sooo great. it makes me sick.
    dear Agony
    leave me alone.
    die.
    never touch me again.
    please.
    please.