• Lets pretend I grew up right
    Mom who tucked me in at night
    Dad who never ever drank
    Would that have kept me sane

    This wrist has too many memories
    From when I cried myself to sleep
    Waking with so much pain
    From memories of everyday

    I used to be right
    I was so nice and bright
    But something went so wrong
    Now I have nowhere to belong
    Feeling so alone
    No one knows..

    I died the night
    Dad got too drunk
    Mom and dad had a fight
    Dad hit glass and layed on the ground
    His blood was all around
    I went to my bed
    And cried myself to sleep
    That night I died

    Lets pretend I was perfect
    Always right and loved learning
    Mom and dad who always gave praise
    For my straight A’s

    This house was the last time I felt alive
    When me and mom screamed at night
    Feeling so much rage
    When did I change

    I used to be right
    I was so nice and bright
    But something went so wrong
    Now I have nowhere to belong
    Feeling so alone
    No one knows..

    I died the night
    I felt so not right
    I have never felt like this
    Overwhelmed with so many emotions
    that’s when I put the blade to my wrist
    Watch the blood run down my arm
    And develop into a scar
    Then I laid feeling empty
    That night I died


    Lets pretend I fit in
    With all the popular cliques
    Always dressed right
    And had all the guys


    I never felt right in my skin
    I hate preppy girls and their judging grins
    I hate feeling like I am less
    All of them are so worthless


    I used to be right
    I was so nice and bright
    But something went so wrong
    Now I have nowhere to belong
    Feeling so alone
    No one knows..

    I died the night
    This stupid guy
    Decided we weren’t right
    All things he said
    About me being so amazing
    It hurts to know they are lies
    It hurt when he said
    I was so not worth it
    I cried until it hurt
    That night I completely died