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LoveSpells turn to Nightmares
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by
lovlydoll
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Poetry And Lyrics
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| Submitted on 09/16/2010 |
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My dreams are all I have left of you it seems..
But I know...
We both want more...
.please.. Babe..
I miss you.
I need you.
I want you back forever an always.
I can’t live this way much longer.
I’m ripping hair outa my skull
I cry and cry as face hits the pillow weary and needing rest
But the tears won’t stop
The pillow it’s wet
I can’t sleep
My head feels like soggy paper towels
Then,.. nothing but darkness.
And waking isn’t much better
The tears come again from fresh dreams of you..
Nightmares in their own sense.
I know you would agree
Although
To an onlooker
They wouldn’t, they couldn’t see ....
. I visited u last night while I slept.
I went to your little house in the country and I did everything I could to make you see me.
I know you did.
Not a single word was uttered from your lips
You did not care to ask why I was their
You simply left as I drank away the sorrow
In that little kitchen
At that little table.
Last nights dreams were no different than before
A night long and dreary,
You see me each time
I know that you have seen me.
You won’t speak
You wont push forward..
Quick glances
A double take
Your gone without a sound.
I know I deserve this treatment but give me something else
Yell at me hate me SOMETHING!
I need to know I’m still alive
I can’t remember what it feels like anymore.
If this is life..
What is living...
But sitting in a shell
Waiting for it to crumble,
Burry me beneath chaos
The chaos in my head
Words and memories
Spinning, twisting, blinding, confusing..
Who am I?
I haven’t a clue.
But you know
Don’t you?
I know you do.
You’re as trapped and lost as me
But together don’t you see we can escape that misery
O I wish it could be.
You lost yourself without me
I tossed myself aside without you
I was too selfish to see the damage was greater than the escape
How stupid I had been.. I am
Just take me back
Let’s move away
Across the sea
A snowy mountain top
Alone
Only you and me
Do you remember our plans?
To be together always?
We were to go to Alaska
N u would shoot me a bunny
For a bikini and a bear for a rug
And we could lie on that fur for hours
The warmth of the wood fire filling the air
Our breaths tasting
Our bodies twisting
And that smile..
Your delightfully devilish, innocent smile
I can feel the love between us
Even now so far apart
But my fantasy
Is all I have
To pretend
Again
And again
My pride is to strong
I have been gone to long
You’ve told me not to show my face
Around anywhere that you might place
Yourself amongst our peers
If I show up
Your sure to go mad
To attack and rage and do your best
To upset
You tell me not to show my face
But all I think of in replace
Is seeing you
Not a moment to soon
Into your arms I will fly
Never to leave again
For some other guy
Ill never leave again
This time ill swear
To be with you
Till we have gray hair
I want to be your wife my love
I want to be held in your arms
And feel your strength against my skin
I want to have a baby beautiful and sweet
I want to hold your hand and walk down the street
I want I want I want
But nothing I shall get
((Girl set down your pride and run))
To the one you’ll always love
(Boy don’t turn your back)
When we get our very last chance
Two strikes
I’m not out yet
We have one more chance
One last bet
Can it be done?
Was it ever real?
Guess its time to find out
How it is we really feel
LoveSpells turn to Nightmares
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Title:
LoveSpells turn to Nightmares
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Artist:
lovlydoll
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Description:
i woke up the other morning.. so early but my dreams, no. my nightmares left me bright and teary eyed with nothing else to do i sat down a started writing everything that came to me this is about my ex we still love each other but I'm to much of a dolt to go back to him well ne ways let me know what you think i still have another 3 poems that i wrote on this particular morning
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Date:
09/16/2010
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Tags:
lovelostnightmarescurses
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