If only...

• Artist: Chibi Sesshomaru fan
• Description: About my Grandmother, Pamela Ann Scherrer. I miss her. It has been a year and a half today, so I feel I should do something for her...
  
  I am really sad today. I'm gonna try to go to sleep early tonight.
  
• Date: 09/05/2010
• Tags: death mourning missing gone

If only I had treated her better.

My grandmother, her shining smile and golden ways,

Never ever afraid, and how she soothed me

Chasing away all the demons that plauge my dreams,

The little devils that entice my screams,

I miss her now,

Only a year and a half it has been.

I've yet to mourn, yet to greive.

Almost as if I truly can't conceive

the fact that she is truly gone.

If only...

If only...

If only...

But she will still be gone, and I will still hurt inside

But yet no tears have I cried...

Comments

[UC Poika]

I could say the same of mine...but try to hang on to the good they've done...their love makes us strong