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I’m sorry that I don’t seem good enough
For some of those people out there who say that I’m not tough?
I can try with a sigh
Don’t say goodbye and walk away
But that’s all I can do for now is that ok?
My parents love has crumbled
So I just mumbled
And stood in corner
Feeling like a loner
I want it to come to an end
Have to pretend
That nothing is wrong
This is why I’m singing this song.
Have to keep a smile
On my face
Even though I’m crying deep down inside
I’m Sorry that I had to lie
To all you people
That I was doing fine.
When you had asked me if at home was alright
So I paste on a smile and say it’s good day and night,
Curl up in a ball
Cry in the school washroom stalls
No one knows what to say
When my Daddy moves away
And I go upstairs to play
All Alone
I’m Sorry I didn’t speak up
Didn’t complain
But I’m going insane
As it starts to rain
Can’t see my tears
Walking alone
Got to swallow my sobs
Mommy is looking for another job
Have no one to talk to
Because no one will care
I understand that there are problems
Does it look like I can solve them?
Cover my face with my hands
Don’t know what to do anymore don’t want to just stand
And wait for someone to tell me that it’s over now
Just needed to let it out
Before I blow
No one knows
What I’m going through right now,
Tried to allow
Someone in my messed up little life
They blew there chance which hurt me like a knife
Stabbing my heart and leaving me even more miserable than I am today
Cold and clammy kind of like clay,
I look up at the ceiling from the bed I lay
And wonder what it would be like if everything was okay.
I’m Sorry
Like I said before
But now is the time to say no more
To turn out the light
For the night.
- Title: I'm Sorry
- Artist: swimpools
- Description: This Poem is about my life and how its hard to live in the life I'm living in at the moment. Because my parents had seperated and I showed them this Poem, and they said it brought tears to their eyes because they actually felt my pain and my sadness from just reading the words I wrote, but now have typed. I hope you might feel what I've been going through, thank you for reading my poem.
- Date: 07/25/2010
- Tags: sorry
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Comments (4 Comments)
- swimpools - 09/11/2010
- Thx and yeah things have actually been going well.
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- LadiiTerror - 09/10/2010
- Regardless of what you believe many people know just how you are feeling...myself included. I know it seems like their is know light at the end of the tunnel at the moment but, things can only get better if you are willing to allow positive things into your life. Be happy for yourself and don't worry about what other people say. Just take a deep breath and calm your mind. I hope everything works out well for you.
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- swimpools - 07/26/2010
- Why Thank you and I might check out your poems, I'm very busy so it might take me a bit till I get to read them.
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- Echo_Shora - 07/26/2010
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Very upseting, but thats not a good thing. It is well written and well felt, therefore I will give you a 4, but in order for you to truely accept yourself and your life you need to be more optimistic, truely, not wearing masks. Ok, keep up the good work, and don't feel so down, check out some of my poems most of them are happy.
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