• I glace at your face to see you smile. Your smile fills my heart with chills. I lean forward to feel your warm embraces. Your hug fills my heart with chills. I catch myself getting a whiff of your scent. Your scent fills my heart with chills. I find my eyes closing only to feel the press of your lips. Your kiss fills my heart with chills. These chills... only indicate one thing…I am in love. How can I tell I am in love? Well, there is no other explanation to describe the feelings my heart feels when I am around you. How can I prove that I am in love? I could say the simple whispers of “I love you” that you and I exchange daily or the fact that it takes forty-five minutes to kiss you goodbye. Simply put, I am in love with you. How can I not be? After all the memories we shared. The kisses we exchanged. The secrets we trusted into one another. The bond we made… this bond is so powerful I feel we can conquer anything. Our love will last… our love will be forever… even on the day I finally get you on that podium and tell the whole world…”I do.” How can I not look forward to that? I think and dream about it every day. To have and to hold forever and ever. I can’t honestly say that I am the best guy in the world, but I do promise to treat you as loving and caring as I do today. As I felt for you the first day I saw you… holding the sticks to block our path, not knowing that one day the roadblocks you put up would be brought down. It still feels like a dream. Having you in my life is that best thing that has ever happen to me, and yet there is a part of me that screams negative remarks. Still a part of me that says that this is to good to last… please help me over come this feeling. My poor heart has been held together with tape and glue to cover the cracks. Please…make my heart new… as I place it in your hands. Take care of it…I know that you will. Show me…the true meaning of love… like you have been doing for the past month… Loren, all I can say is I love you so much. This past month has been the best month in my whole life… even better when we had pizza every Friday night… but all jokes aside… you make my world seem brighter in this world of darkness. My past can’t be changed… what has happen has happen and I often tell people nothing can change the way I act or feel, but you… you care, you help, you kiss, you hug, and you love… you are a part of me. A part that I can’t live without. Loren I want to spend the rest of my life with you. In sickness and in health. Forever and ever.