• I am kinda mad
    you shouldnt have read my poems
    you shouldnt force me to do something
    I hate it when you make me go to that awful place in my head
    I cant fight your hands around me'
    Dont ou dare leave me alone
    In this horrible place
    I kick
    you shoot
    I hit the ground
    DEAD
    at least i can now bear the scars you put on me
    the pain
    the anger
    it is gods grace to forgive
    so...
    forgive yourself
    tell me you dont
    and you will be in pain
    i am sorry
    but...
    if you wont forgive yourself than i will leave you
    so goodbye
    i will meet you in heaven or hell
    wichever you prefer