• Today I get to say
    I am a fool
    I look for the answers that lie
    In plain sight
    But yet they seem unreachable, ungraspable

    This unfamiliar face that glances back at me in the mirror
    It makes me feel the weight of the world
    There's no way to change it, no way to face it
    So on the ground I remain curled

    This monster it has a name
    This monster inside of me, it has a name too
    This name I wouldn't dare pronounciate
    If it didn't share it's name with you

    Yes you'd be surprised to know I love you
    I grin, because part of you knew it well
    This tremendous guilt you feel because of me
    It glimmers brightly in my eyes, though I continue to deny

    You are falling ever so quickly, I fall with you
    Don't tell me to save myself now
    Some things mean more to people than their life
    And you know darling, at first I just did not see how

    But that was before I met you
    You are what makes my sky blue
    You are the stars that burn at night
    You are the object that I involuntarily revolve around
    You are the wings that carry me through flight
    I've spent so long in the shadow of your attention
    Never top priority, and though it breaks what's left of my heart
    I run away from my friends, and I run back to you, though it might kill me to try
    Because I'd rather die alone than live alone.