• Why did someone so close to me, betray me the way he did?
    Now all I do sit here in this lonely room in the dark as tears fall down my cheeks.
    What my friend done to me was wrong and now I feel I bear the blame.
    I watch him from a distance as he gets closer; the closer he gets, the farther I want to run.
    I'm afraid to ever be near him again.
    He tried to destroy my life I have going for myself with my fiance.
    I feel I can no longer trust him when I am alone with him again.
    I am only now feeling shattered and hurt.
    This is a feeling that will shadow my dreams with nightmares.