• I found it
    Still in my notebook
    Amongst my notes
    and other things
    There!
    Right there!
    Every word, every mark
    Every stupid little letter
    Scratched out on crumpled
    paper.
    I remember when I wrote it
    I was too nervous
    Too unsure as to how
    you would take it.
    So there it was
    and there it stayed.
    Never to be seen by you.
    I pushed it aside.
    I hid away so I can
    forget it.
    But it was no use.
    I knew it was there.
    It was always there,
    branded deeply into my
    heart.
    It was no use!
    I could not forget it!
    I could not forget you!
    Tears stabbed my face
    with white hot regret
    and pain.
    How could I forget it?
    It was right there!
    Singing to me!
    How is this so?!
    It's just a poem!
    A stupid little love poem!
    It's only a poem of what
    I thought you were!
    And how much you made me happy!
    And how even the simplist
    Of your actions
    took ahold of me!
    That's all it is!
    A stupid love poem!
    A stupid little love poem!
    And I suppose.....
    That's how it'll stay now.....
    Just a poem.....
    A stupid, little, love poem