• Not knowing is the worst
    Not knowing if she'll tell you
    Not knowing when she might decide
    Not knowing if she'll tell the two

    They wait for her to call
    They wait for her to tell
    They wait for her to say she's alright

    Just to let them know
    She's happy
    She's fine
    She feels no need to cry

    She knows
    She knows they want her to say she's fine
    But they want the truth
    She decides
    The truth hurts

    She lies
    She cries
    She's still depressed

    Her friends know she lied
    They know she knows that they want her to be fine
    She's not
    She needs help

    They call everyday
    Just to say
    They're there for her

    She knows
    But she continues to hide
    Secrets from the only friends she can tell

    They still continue to hope
    That she doesn't decide
    To commit suicide