• no one can save me,
    i'm far beyond the safety nets,
    there are no life jackets or superheroes where i am.
    only my darkest fears,
    demons, abandonment, lifelessness,
    that's it.
    here, it's worse than a black hole,
    worse, even, than hell.
    there's no love, no acceptance, no sympathy, or care.
    sometimes, it's better to be dead.
    but i can't leave people who need me,
    i have obligations,
    so i stay.