• if i scrub is it gone? if i scrub until i see red that was once blue is it gone? i have no clue. there it is on my skin and under too, the feeling, the itch, this sensation is unbarable. i cant take it any more its coming out even if i have to pull it out myself.. it lives and grows feeding off of me until it can be free. but i wont let that happen. because the stairs are in front of me. and so i fall....