• Love's Tragedy
    Fujiko1
    Written on: 8/24/09

    Full of fear, I cry
    I sit here and wonder why
    Was it worth the wait?
    Will this be my fate?

    My swollen eyes have dried
    From those many nights I cried
    I missed him so very much
    Mostly his soft and gentle touch

    I missed those eyes that gleam
    Nothing's as it seems
    For all those nights I lay awake
    Are gone forever, for him to take

    He stole my heart when I finally let him in
    I loved him, he loved me, is there a greater sin?

    But then...

    I waited and I waited for him to return to me
    But when I talked to him, it was as plain as pain can see
    He was much too busy to see the woman who loves him
    So I waited some more and went out on a limb

    I wanted to see him, hold him in my grasp
    But even now I'll have to wait. Patience may never last.
    Mistakes were made, so I hope he still loves me
    I don't want to be another statistic. I thought that we could be.

    Now I try flying on broken wings that will get me nowhere
    I think about those many times, memories that we shared
    I love him, does he love me? I'd give my life to save
    The man I love, weather it's returned or not, i'm going to be brave

    My heart aches from the separation, both of us apart
    Either way, someday soon, I'll see the man who holds my broken heart
    When that day has arrived. I don't know what I'll do
    Am I supposed to forgive him? Oh, I'm so confused!

    I want to hold him, kiss him on the lips
    Wrap my arms tightly around him, bring him to my hips
    I want him so bad, is this what love really is?
    Or am I just naive for letting him invade my heart?

    Should I trust him? I don't know! I've been hurt so many times!
    Every time I let one in, they commit what my heart sees as crimes
    I can't help but love this one, he's taken all of my broken heart
    He's stitched it whole, but if he leaves... It will be torn apart

    Again.