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Life so far away
in another state
saw him at the age of two
the one I never knew
but then one day I cried
I didn't know why
it was a mystery to me
what was happening
weeks after the fact
I soon here that
my brother is now dead
the cancer moved to his head
now I'm feeling the pain
Like a violent rain
beating down on me
it's got me on my knees
but nobody saw the tears fall down
nobody heard them hit the ground
as my body felt weak, no one was there with me
I cried alone in my solitary misery
Brother, where are you now
as the tears fall, cracking the ground
they've been wiped away
what can I say
nobody saw the tears that day
At the age of 25
I would've thought he'd be alive
but never a phone call never a letter
never a clue if he was better
my grandfather died soon after that
in a state of shock, I was taken aback
my heart was pounding oh so fast
now it's remembering all the past
memories I shared with them
but they won't be back ever again
heaven's doors have shut on me
disabling me to see
my brother and grandfather's smiles and waves
I wish they were here to hold me today
I feel weak without them here
I feel like I could burst into tears
dying family and some friends
the heartache seems to never end
but nobody saw the tears fall down
nobody heard them hit the ground
as my body felt weak, no one was there with me
I cried alone in my solitary misery
Brother, where are you now
as the tears fall, cracking the ground
they've been wiped away
what can I say
nobody saw the tears that day
And somewhere down the line
a tear fell out of my eye
it soon hit the ground
and my heartache was soon found
but the cut was too deep for her to heal
so she left me behind thinking I can deal
so now I look for spirits to stay with me at home
I never wanna feel the pain of being alone
again
nobody saw the tears
nobody watched me cry
nobody said a word
nobody asked why
so I walk today in remembrance
of a brother whom I had the chance
to say I love you
but I never did
so I'll say it now
although you're dead
I'm sorry, for not crying tough
or giving me all
or giving enough
I'm sorry, that didn't smile
for that short time you were here
it would have lasted a while
nobody saw my tears
hit the stone cold ground
but they're falling faster as the heartaches embrace me
soon I'll start breaking down, like now.
- by Zanbu Hiroshi |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 08/17/2009 |
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Comments (2 Comments)
- -Aesthetix - 08/24/2009
- I think it's amazing. It read easily and I could picture a nice song to it. (: Good job, and so sorry for your loss.
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- Alundra_Daydream - 08/18/2009
- So sad. So heart-felt. T.T
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