• confusion,love,pain, and hide
    when you have someone in your life that you know you want to be with,,,everything starts to change. for once you end up being happy and those thoughts of hurt and pain for a while they all just go away. and if just for that tiny moment even if its a small moment,,,,you feel happyness for the first time in a long time and it all seems woth it. but then,when everything changes and your thoughts come back its hard to think and everything changes in the blink of your eyes as they fight back tears. and even though theres always someone out there you dont always feel them and there words can come to mean nothing.and then you want it all back. but,,,,what happens when all that you want dosnt want you anymore,,,what then??????where do you go from here??? you dont. you leave it all alone and you hide the tears and you hide the pain just like be4. because you lost what you had to someone you know who didnt know.and now you cant take that from her because no matter how much you hurt now you know. that the pain will become unbareable if you had to take that from her and put her through what your continually going through. so you stay hidden from the confusion and the pain and you try to love but all the while you stay....HIDDEN