• FUTURE SOUNDS
    by uc poika



    as morning lights the windows on the couch I am laid
    my thoughts on pleasing myself by pleasing you
    my God I want to please you, why I do not know
    I like your mind and love your body too
    but so much pain and so many wounds invade
    my need to watch you heal should hope be true
    this ache I feel I'd hate to leave and let grow
    inside your heart watered by a bitter brew
    but I am mostly animal when needs come to call
    a bit of a beast, a stump, but not yet dead
    thus I draw my bow and plan the arrow's fall
    but left to me alone it will fall short instead...
    my God I'd love to be there to lick her wounds
    to watch them heal and hold her hand when the future sounds