• Stuck inside my lonely mind,
    There’s just something I can’t find.

    And that hunger
    Makes my heart ache,
    Begging to be numb
    Like a frozen lake,

    But my heart’s cracking,
    And each line,
    Is just another,
    Knife-cruel sign,

    Of my fears,
    Growing in me,
    Like weeds under concrete,
    They want to be free.

    My body trembles,
    They see my stare,
    But all I picture,
    Is naught but air.

    “She’ll be fine”
    The doctors are sure,
    But can’t they see,
    I’m not real any more?

    My haunting gaze,
    My sunken eyes,
    They see a human,
    But that’s just lies,

    Caged in a body,
    I just can’t control,
    My hours are dark,
    As black as coal.

    My days are numbered,
    I feel despair,
    But my heart’s broken,
    Past repair.