• I dont know what it is that you do to me.......every single time......i loose my hope....the will to live.......or even to try to love........you do something......by just saying a few words....you reel me right back in......you make me feel like....nothings wrong.......that the restrictions were facing are not there......If you are strong enough.....(like i know you are) .......not to give up hope......then i am too.......Not for one minute have i stoped loving you......not for a split second have i not cared about you....i still feell the way i did when we first started loving each other......everything we joked about......from me stealing your teeth when your old........to hireing you a 400 pound stripper named Sally at your bachelors party (now thats big) .....i still hope for in the future.........even every serious thing we talked about.........from me loving you even after death............to always beeing by your side and supporting everything you do 100%.........i will still do.....i am STILL doing it.........because i honestly........without a dought in my mind........i love you.......even when your laying in the hospital with a broken back from Sally...lol..........to you not able to eat your...mashed potatoes....because someone has stolen them to eat some cake..... .........i will still love you.....always and forever......and you still hold my heart.... .....and i promise.......to have a family with you.....