• I cry and I cry but, I don't know why.
    This pain that I'm feeling makes me want to die.
    Minutes turn to hours and hours turn to days.
    I'm plotting on how to kill myself in a hundred different ways.
    I tell myself that I'm getting better and that this pain will fade.
    While I reassure myself I know that the pain still stays.
    Can anybody help me?
    Will anybody try?
    You swear that I'm different but you don't know why.
    Deep inside, the miserable pain still swells.
    I lie to myself, saying that I'm still doing well.
    I'm dying inside, yet can anybody tell?
    I met the Devil; he said he saved you all a spot in hell.
    The pain's still sticking.
    I swear there's no end.
    I swear to the point that the bloody blade's my best friend.
    I found the missing piece, the part that will fill my heart with ease.
    It starts with a "Please," and ends with a "love me."
    All I want is your acceptance Daddy.
    If you didn't want me then why did you have me?
    Don't think that I don't see you when you make my mom cry.
    And then you get mad at me when I ask you "Daddy, why?"
    You should know that her pain is spreading to everyone else.
    But if you don’t care then maybe you should just go to hell.
    I know that my mom isn't the best mom in the world.
    But at least she has the decency to love her baby girl.
    And if you don't love me now then maybe that's your loss.
    Just know that I'm crying now Daddy and it's all your fault.
    Can you believe that it's one AM on Father's Day and I'm not asleep?
    Maybe the pain will fade while I'm counting sheep.