• This day has to be ended
    The misery shall have to stop
    My heart keeps on shattering into pieces
    I wonder if someone would even help me pick it all up
    I was kicked down undergound
    And i was still looking for my way up
    Then somebody kicks me down again
    Not even a hand appears for me to lend
    It hurts when the world turns its back on you
    It pains more to know that you are lost
    It's terrible to know the fact that you can't stand alone
    But it's the worst when you yourself give up your cause
    I know i'm not perfect to have a perfect life
    I'm aware that when i said "I did my best" i was just lying
    But despite the truth that has been a million times slapped into my face
    Why do i still insist that the results should have been better?
    Why is it that deep in my heart, I blame others and never myself?
    I can't answer these questions for i am still in a daze
    Still prisoned by tears and twisted by distress
    But i know that there's somewhere i could temporarily escape
    In the world of my dreams where i'm the queen
    ...where i rule
    ...where i control..
    zzzz..
    zzzz...
    zzzzz...