• Thirteen ways of looking at you

    1
    Among billions of stars, the only thing i could see
    was your eyes
    2
    i was of three hearts
    like my soul was shredded into three pieces
    that longed for you
    3
    you were tossed and beaten in the tempest of life
    it was just the commencement of things to come
    4
    life and death
    are one
    the life and death of you
    is nothing
    5
    i don't know what to favor
    the beat of your heart
    droning the pulsation of love and pain
    or when that lonely tear falls from your eyes
    that was to be concealed
    6
    pain filled your bloodshot eyes
    a symbol of isolation and fear
    but yet my image shone in a hazel reflection on them
    i was either here to rescue you from this insanity
    or i was the cause
    i cannot tell
    for your eyes do not tell the whole story
    7
    o poor soul of mine
    why do you imagine perfection in this world
    when what you need is standing there
    before you?
    8
    I know succsesses and tragedies
    as well as twisted sunshined days
    but i also know that you are involved
    in everything i know.
    9
    when you walked out the door for the last time
    it marked the end of many times
    where peace and sanity were attained
    10
    at the sight of you
    many others shy away
    while i am attracted
    to your eloquent disaster
    11
    i spent many days waiting for you to come
    but i silently screamed
    when i realized this fairy tale
    didn't have a happy ending
    12
    the world is spinning
    you must be near
    13it was twilight until dawn
    the sun rose
    and the sun never came
    you stared out
    into the endless conclusion of life