• I lay here trapped in a moment
    Attempting to keep my sanity
    I fade in and out of reality
    And a world of imaginary
    I can’t sleep, I can’t eat
    It’s difficult trying to keep all of my insides inside of me
    And my stomach is churning
    Twisting and turning
    How does anyone make sense of something
    When the other tells them nothing
    Every tear that escapes my swollen eyes
    Scars my cheeks like a burn
    I can’t keep them back
    They pour continuously from that crack
    Only you could leave in my heart
    Because you were the only one in there
    And I wonder
    Why are you trying so hard to escape
    Why do you leave me in this vicious heart break
    I can’t even describe to you how miserable I feel
    Each piece of me hurts so much
    I can feel the soul I never thought I had bleed for your arms around me
    For at least some sincerity
    But you don’t seem to care
    Your distance kills me
    Do you feel anything
    Was I worth anything to you
    And thoughts plague my mind
    All day and all night
    Tearing me apart as I lay here
    Crying for you as I lay here
    Listening to myself break
    Shatter into so many pieces
    I lose them in the waves of pain
    That crush me like bolts of rain
    Not allowing me to die
    But driving me insane