• I wake up in the morning
    I question myself
    I ask myself why?

    Why am I with you
    when you hurt me so?
    Why do I stay
    when I know I should go?

    Should I say...
    the pleasure outweighs the pain
    That the look in your eyes
    makes me want more...

    But is it worth the abuse:
    Mentally,Verbally,Physically,Emotionally?
    Is it worth me breaking down?

    I am your mistress
    that I know
    I am your mistress
    But I want to go

    Release me from
    This prison of sorrow
    I can't take it

    I love you but...
    It's killing me
    Literally

    You stab and jab
    Poke and p***k
    All of that...
    You think it heals with a kiss?

    It burns even more
    Scars and scorches
    Makes me cry
    So many times

    But one day
    I know I'll spread my wings
    Take flight
    Then you'll see

    But for now
    I will stand by you
    As your mistress
    Sealing her death
    With a vampire's kiss