• They say life is to be a jurney with happy endings. So far this jurney has not been happy. Those who gave my life meaning have been slipping away and with each, a piece of my heart and soul goes with them. I feel myelf losing who i am, losing the meening of my life. Where there was happenis and light is now sadness and darkness. Where did i go? Where am i going? What is there to live for anymore? DO i give up? Do i go on?

    I keep searching and all i find is lonlyness. I feel myself breaking to no end. I feel like glass in an earthquake. How am i sapose to put myself back together? Im surrounded by loved ones but all i feel is numbness. When will i feel again? when will i laugh and truley feel happy? When will the darkness fade and the light feel my soul? When will i get my happy ending?