• i was built up
    just to be ripped down
    i gave all my heart
    and it was rend to pieces
    so i sat alone by myself
    thinking of whats been done
    minute by minute
    a pain starts to grow
    happiness turns to anger
    comfort to pain
    life into suffering
    all my light
    falls into a never ending dark
    i look into a mirror
    i dont see me
    what i became i dont know
    darkness creeps in my shadows
    shadows crawl through my viens
    destroy anothers light
    thats all i wanted
    make them fall like me
    thats all i thought
    the dark was a tool
    a tool to cause suffering
    a suffering to ease my pain
    i kept falling
    not knowing when it would stop
    the dark wouldnt stop growing
    the hurt wouldnt ease
    i started to give up
    why keep trying
    then i saw u
    u streched out ur hand through the dark
    i saw what i never could
    a light that grew
    u built me bak up
    and u keep building
    u gave ur heart
    and accepted mine
    im not alone
    not anymore
    my shadows are gone
    the cuts from the past still remain
    but the scars are healing
    light fills my life
    and the one i have to thank is u
    ~my beloved girl friend~