• Its always a nightmare
    to hear yourself scream
    you try hard enough
    but no one will hear
    those bruises on your arms
    tellin everything
    but it only hurts when no one
    notices them
    you want to yell the truth
    but you cant
    becaus your scared
    and only think to cry
    envying everyones
    little perfect lifes
    and the only thing you can do
    is make up a bunch of lies
    and your still doing
    too much drugs
    and no one notices
    who you really are
    you keep to yourself
    and blame evryone else
    because they werent there for you
    when they knew you were depressed
    so youy stay away
    resist to cry
    until you here your door open
    and you begin to cry
    you know whats gonna happen
    but you let out no scream
    whats the point you think
    if no one will hear
    so you let your self fall
    and just dry away the tears
    await for that moment of pain
    just waitin for it to go away
    then you see that ugly figure
    get out of your bed
    and now its time to
    escape
    you run away
    because no one understands how it feels
    to get raped
    and your just scared
    so you find that blade
    feel the blood come down your veins
    and you fall
    you let the memories go away
    until you wake up
    cradled up your bed
    just a dream
    one other beautiful dream
    and you begin to cry
    how you wish it was the day
    that you were no longer
    in this world of pain