• its pains me
    for you to think that id lie
    to you,my love
    and now it feels like ive died

    now,hatred haunts
    my soul
    and depression takes over
    no more fruit in the bowl

    i may dare
    to mess with no one again
    and put my life
    to an end

    yet,i know
    that still inside me
    theres love and hope
    and my spirit wishing to be free

    now i sit here
    i have no voice
    to say anything anymore
    yet god gives me a choice



    yes i know,its very depressing but i remember that i was in that type of mood while writing it...and my dad was driving us home from PA....
    i couldnt belive i found it just now....im so glad that the poems not true ^^ lol