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Are you depressed, alone, forgotten?
Because I sure am
I am always feeling alone
Why is it always me?
I ask myself again and again over time
Why am I wrapped in the wings of darkness?
Shielding me from the light and happiness
Witch I don’t feel.
Whoosh!
The ghastly air blows past me as I’m falling,
The dark dead tunnel consumes me
I feel the blazing heat from the yellow fire,
I am all alone with no one with me.
Splash!
Drowning in water that just pulls me down,
I try to swim, but I can’t,
Now stuck in a muddy pit of despair
Too steep to get out,
No way out of the pit-alone.
With the shadows of people who despise me.
I regret the day I took the Devil’s hand in mine,
I was pulled down to the pit by my dad
Can’t trust anyone now
I do not even trust myself.
Everyone’s my enemy,
I am in this deep dark pit
This hell the devil took me to
It scares me
I’m safe, but alone
I go to a world in my head.
I have been hurt
Now I’m shy
I no longer can stand up to or for other people
Inside my mind, I stayed clamped up like a clam in its shell
Outside my mind, I seem like a mindless zombie
Doing whatever I’m told to do
No questions asked.
There in the shadows
I saw someone
She put out a hand to help me out of the pit
I took it and was pulled out of depression
She understood me, believed in me, gave me hope, and happiness,
Helped me make friends.
I have started to trust people again
But not my family
They have proved to be untrustworthy,
I made some friends
For now, I’m not alone
I have others supporting me.
I fell down again
This time I saw someone else
I was in love
I closed up like a clam hiding in its shell again
I couldn’t talk; it was as if my tongue was cut off
I wanted to be with him too much.
He acted as if I wasn’t there.
When I fall again I do not know, it just happens
Over and over again
Life is like a living hell
It seems like that almost everyday more and more everywhere,
There are more bad things happening
Wars break out
Diseases spread
There will be a time
A time of darkness and depression,
When will everyone fall to where I have been?
Into that dark lonely, pit of Deep Depression
Alone?
I must be careful of whose hand I take,
Some can ruin my life again
I must choose to walk my own path
And make my own choices and friends,
I shouldn’t let someone chose for me
It’s hard to clime out of the pit,
But not impossible
I do not have to be ALONE and so DEPRESSED.
- by Wolf Demon-san |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 09/19/2008 |
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- Title: Deep Depression
- Artist: Wolf Demon-san
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- Date: 09/19/2008
- Tags: deep depression
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Comments (3 Comments)
- artistTNT87 - 09/19/2008
- i've had trouble trusting ppl lately,maybe i have an anger issue. ya i did'nt realize u could post your poetry on here thats cool.
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- Gogetta Telstel - 09/19/2008
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hn so true
but in the end you need to trust in someone choose wisely - Report As Spam