• It was my first day back to school, I walked up to the front door on the way greeted by Heather “welcome back!!!!”,but as I walked past my best friend surprisingly no welcome. Later on my mom explained the gruesome news, “As you walked by she was chattering with a group of friends, when you passed by they looked up and started laughing.”To tell u the truth I didn’t want to hear it so I tried to forget about it.Another school day I walked to the lunch table I was assigned with my best friend, Tamika. I sat down at the rounded white table, “I’m going to school with Kerth.”, I said disappointedly.”Good!”She retorted arrogantly. I looked at her with a confused expression, but shook it off thinking it was nothing.Later on in the year I was at my friends’ house, when we began talking about Tamika. “You do know she doesn’t like you right???”,”She’s not your real friend.”, but I wouldn’t hear it I thought they were lying.(because Tamika insisted they were) One day it finally hit me, they weren’t lying,all the pieces came together and I sobbed loudly on the couch knowing I had lost one of my few friends. My mom called my friends and they rushed over to comfort me, and then I knew this was the end of a long friendship, and the start of something gruesome. I soon came to find that everyone else at that school was the same, no one cared, no one liked me. It was then that I entered a deep depression and became suicidal, i also started cutting myself,actually she was the one who taught me how (Tamika),at that point i was too innocent to understand what was going on, but after a while i figured out what i had done.(but i didn't care)At one point there were over 100 scars on my body,I cut wherever i could,I spent most of my time out on the roof crying, trying my hardest to get rid of the pain...by jumping,but I had a friend...one friend, that's all, throughout that time who was always there to stop me,at the time i had no clue he was even there but i realized it long after. and you know what I still feel the pain whenever i think about it...that school did the worst things to me.....and yet I had the strangest dream last night....i saw my old friends.....I was at that school...except...everyone was nice....when i woke up i found myself confused...why had i dreamed that...but now i guess...even if it hurts to go back...i have to give them one more chance...just one...more....chance...