• Can't we just start over? I'm so sorry for all those times I put you off. All those times I ignored you. You sat there faithfully, waiting for me to pay some attention to you, but I stupidly decided to not even glance at you.

    Being an idiot, I cheated on you. Truth be told, I was so happy when he was with me. Everyday was so fun. Life seemed luxurious, glamorous even. He took me to another world. He was vibrant, full of character. He gave me things that I could only dream of.

    What was the problem then? He wasn't you. Even if he gave me the time of my life, all I could look forward to was the next day. As each day passed by, I felt myself wallow away in the entertainment. I was looking forward to the grand finale. The next step in life. Everyday I asked him, "When will we be able to move forward?" He always gave me a blank look and rebounded with, "Well, aren't we having fun today? That's what matters isn't it?" Then I realized. Too much of a good thing can be a bad thing. All that time I spent with him was a waste and look at where it has brought me now. I'm down in the dumps without you and I know it's far too late to start something again. We can never build that lasting relationship.

    I'm sorry. I should have started you earlier. Maybe I would've had an A in my APUSH class. Homework, I'm sorry, but you just gotta blame Manga.